molkittothemax's Journal

5:34pm: Strange happenings
so it will be 424 Mott for me
no methheads or families bothering me
Meghan and Guia will have to move on
the possibility of me living with them is gone.
Adam is great, and mary is too
Danny and Jessie who i never knew.
they are creative people so the spark is still there
no picasso for sure, but.... it should be fun.
Strange happenings. But it looks like it is all working out for the best.

Octopus, ROCKTOPUS!!!!! The tietjen sisters aren't even going to know what to do with me.

6:53pm: So, you meet some fucking weird ass people when you are house hunting. Today we met Graham from Whales... and I'm pretty sure he was straight faded. it was awesome, as was the house. Um, So Garrin, I would love to hear Mr. K's dream... and I love that you are drunk at 6 o'clock. Caitlin...I have something that I have been meaning to send you but I am a big butthole and the worst at actually putting things in the mail. What is your address again? I thought I could remember it.... but then I forgot. K- I have to go eat more food. I feel that there is nothing else here, right now, for me to do.

8:23pm: hello everyone
i am so happy right now

1:57pm: I'm so hardcore
I got in a huge fight last night with someone at this party. He said something, I said something back, and that was reason enough for him to punch me in the face. My lip split, bleeding everywhere. That punch gave me a big bruise on my chin too. Then he knifed me. Right below my bellybutton all the way into the thicket of my public hair. Bruises all over my right leg.... so many bruises. Big bruises. The gash on my belly makes it hurt to sit and to get up. The gash on my ass makes it hard also. But you should see the guy. He got it worse.....


p.s. what actually happened is i rode my bike home last night....drunk..... elliot didn't see me.... crashed into me.... and the road fucking kicked my ass. My whole body hurts. It hella sucks. I just took the most painful shower of my life. Idiot jessica. Next time I'll listen to brenna. She's way smarter than me.

4:16pm: Some thoughts.....
Well.... it has been a good 5 months or so since I have wrote in this thing. So here I am. I just read Caitlin's post and it just made me realize how much my friends rock and how much I love them. I miss my girls Reina and Caitlin. I do indeed. But it's kinda fun without them here also because I get to brag about them to everyone. I'm at my house in Santa Cruz right now- everyone else is at school. I feel so good today. Very clean. It's weird. Everything I've done today I have felt like I just took a shower before I did it. I rode my bike to the Sebastopol house.... the air and my body felt so clean. Weird. Perhaps because I've been doing a lot of thinking lately- very cleansing thinking. Reevaluating friendships, relationships, and deciding whether or not the effort is worth it. Sounds bad, but it is actually very good. It lets me give attention to the people who deserve it the most- the people who always tell me they love me and who I know love me without them even saying it, you know?

We have a pooping bathroom at our house. It's like a closet.... with a toilet. No shower. No sink. Just a toilet...Brilliant.

Life is great if you just let it be. God. My vagina doesn't smell at all today. Wow. That is just grand.

Parrots are totally in right now.

1:59am: I don't know what is happening
Reina call me now. Today my parents cut me off completely. They are not going to give me any money for school, or for anything else. I am not aloud to come home. They told me I am entirely on my own. I hate them. I feel week and sad and I ca't stop crying. For all of the rest of you- this isn't a whoa is me live journal entry. I need to talk to reina. now. please call me. I feel abandoned. I need to tell you what happened. Like always, I didnt do anything.

2:27pm: ANNOYED AT LIVE JOURNAL
Can't everyone just get along? Geez.

1:30am: I LOVE OUT OF NOWHERE SPONTANIOUS IMPULSY URGES
In the middle of class today I turned to Frances and said, "I want to chop at least 6 inches off my hair right now." We ledt class, went downtown, and got my hair cut. It is a little above my shoulders.Weird. Never before have I cut it this short. Everyone seems to like it.... I don't know how I feel. It just felt so good to change something in the matter of minutes. It was neat. I talked to my sister today and told her. She thought it was really neat. She put my mom on the phone so i could tell her and i did and my mom was silent. I was like, "It's the shortest I have ever cut it but that doesn't mean anything since i have never really cut it short." And she said, "what?! do you expect me to be THRILLED!? What!? Next time you call our you gonna tell me you died your hair blue?!". I just cut my fucking hair mom. Geez. Cut hair= butch cut died blue. Wheat thins from pa's cubbard= murderer. My parents exhuast me.

10:53pm: I miss my Reina.... I miss her real bad.

12:21am: DAMN IT FEELS GOOD TO BE A GANGSTA...
I'm 100% sure this time guys.....my computer has an f-ing virus.

2:27pm: I have a magic sword... that's pretty neat.

What superhuman team you'd be a member of by seductionjunkie
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favorite color scheme	Black and PurpleBlack and SilverBlack and GoldBlack and RedBlack and GreenBlack and BlueBlack and WhiteRed and WhiteRed and BlueRed and GreenRed and YellowRed and PurpleRed and SilverRed and BrownBlue and SilverBlue and GreenBlue and WhiteBlue and PurpleBlue and YellowBlue and BrownGreen and YellowGreen and PurpleGreen and WhiteGreen and Silver
favorite clothing style	Skintight spandexTights and a cape/cloakLong robes and a hooded cloakLeather trenchcoat, shirt and pantsScantily cladcompletely nakedGoggles and oversized gloves and bootsfancy suits and tiesbondage gear and naughty stufftattoos and face paint
your superpowers:	invisibility
and	the ability to create self-duplicates
and	a magic sword
your codename	The Hyacinth Woman
your greatest weakness	you have a ward to look after
your sidekick	mikaelataber
your own particular idiom	worrying about innocents around you
your favorite quote	"SUUUUUUUUcker!"
you would be a member of	The Orgasmonauts
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1:26am: FRIGGIN SWEET
I just got a raise! Now I get $14 an hour.... I don't even know how this happened. I am so lucky. They shot right from $12 (which was already a lot) to $14. Friggin sweet. I have really bad gas right now. I think I am gonna go try and fart.

p.s. I did mushrooms yesterday and it was very intense. I enjoy frances on mushroooms. It was quite funny.

7:27pm: I HAVE A PHONE NOW!!!!
But i don't remember anyone's number..... please tell them to me so I can call you.

Love, Jessica

1:19am: WHEN MY PARENTS ARE TOO OLD TO KNOW WHAT"S GOING ON....
I'm gonna give my dad a bowl of poop when he demands some chips and dip.
I'm gonna tell my mom that in my lifetime I've had sex with over 500 men...and women.
I'm gonna convince my dad that only not cool people drive batmobiles.
I'm gonna give my mom lots of laxatives so she will hopefully only stress about not diarrhea-ing all over herself and stop stressing about everything else possible, like who's gonna get what when she dies of a stroke.

But most importantly...
I'm gonna do whatever the fuck I want.

1:40pm: February 25, Friday: (I'm behind)
-my brother is engaged
-frances and i have our first fight
-the girls and i have our first fight
-babysit for some new boys, owen and nate
-flirted major with my crush.... yes, I have a crush on someone. Weird.

7:00pm: Uhg.

1:56am: I CAN'T BELIEVE I FORGOT!!!!!!
I did something SO COOL tonight!!! 3 people in the trunk of a car. Me, Emma , and Steve. We fit 8 people in a car my size. God.... it was so brilliant.... SO brilliant... and SO FUN. Definetly on my top ten list of fun things I've done.

1:45am: The long walk home
I just left a party because i didn't know anyone there. Matt and Frances left, Emma was the drunkest i have EVER seen her and her and Steve lef somewhere so i left to walk to the bus stop which was pretty far. On the way I had an egg thrown at me from some punk ass kids in a white truck. Goodnight.

12:18pm: FUCK THE PO.......... HARD!!!!!
$101 for a seatbelt violation. Bastards.

10:56am: hello
If you guys didn't know, reina has a live journal now. Her name is: bugsforlove

1:01pm: EVERYONE JUST CALM DOWN...
It's okay- I figured out why unicorns are called unicorns and not uniHORNS. Do you see them walkin' around with CORN on their heads?! NO! You see them walkin' around with HORNS! It was bothering me for quite some time. Corn or corne or something means HORN in latin... or something. Now you can all sleep well tonight.

10:14am: ONLY IF YER KOOL
The new word: Chooch

Examples of usage:
- what a fuckin' chooch
- what up my chooches?
- that guy totally chooched me over
- I am so chooched
- Chooch that shit.

Examples of improper usage:
- Chooch you(say it outloud... it's funny)
- Do you want to chooch?
- etc.

11:35am: LIFE MUST GO ON
I understand now...I don't like it.... but I understand.

p.s. quotes of the week:

-"They're just raccoons you guys... you can kick them." -Emma
-"I like pooping... but not wiping my ass." -Chloe
-"What kind of outfit is that?.... I think she's and anorexic cowboy hoe." -Brenna
-"If you spew, but you're like, 'I'm fine', then I don't see what the problem is." -Me

12:08am: IF I DATED A ROBOT, CONTROLLED BY LIKE A COMPUTER CHIP OR SOMETHING...I'D SHOVE THE CHIP UP HIS ASS
I just wrote the longest fucking email to caitlin and my stupid computer erased it. And i can't write it over right now because the whole thing was me rambling.... which is just the way i am.... but it was so exhausting the first time and when it got erased i actually cried because i hate computers.... and if any of you comment on this and tell me what stupid key or command i SHOULD HAVE done... i will kill you. I'm sorry Caitlin- you would have loved it- because i'm that cool, duh. I will write later. URRRRRRRG. I HATE COMPUTERS!!! I love you caitlin. harumph.

2:56am: hi
drinking games are really fun when you don't know how to play them. GOODNIGHT.